Okay, I am back to normal. I got out there and mowed our back lawn. Sweat and the smell of fresh cut lawn is like a tonic to me. Not the sweat part really but the mowing YES! I will occasionally mow our back lawn as it is small and hubs works a lot so I will do it and I love it more than housework for sure. It is a good workout. I don't mow the front lawn. Too big. I would probably strain something.
But it was good. That and the big hug that enveloped me when hubby got home made me right as rain. Besides my mom would kick my fanny if she knew I was moping after all this time. She would want me on with life. She was a very practical woman.
Then I headed in and made the den cozy with my new Autumn candle and some mood lighting. I feel better. Thanks to everyone for so many nice words of encouragement. You all were like a big hug to me to and it was much appreciated. I am heading to my girlfriends with some flowers and open arms. We need to see each other and know we have both been there.